I find myself in the Library or at the bookstore looking at pictures of far away lands and interesting places where I could just disappear, get lost, rediscover some part of myself while I explore a new location. I used to love watching travel shows, those fun hosts with all that personality going off to neat places and telling cool historical trivia about the locale, but now I find it all so unappealing to sit on the couch of my dull boring life and watch others have fun and adventure. I want to go out there and meet new people, make new friends, meet the part of me that's lost and make friends with that part of me that I always knew was there but was just covered up waiting to be seen and felt and translated.