Recently
several emails have arrived saying I have made some upset and even
caused some close to me cry. For that I am very sorry. It has been so
rough for me lately, but that is not my excuse.

 Laying in bed in the dark thinking of all that I've said and done, I was listening to Esther Hicks and the collective known as "Abraham" speak through her, they said,
"How do I get from where I am, to where I want to be? And the Answer
is; Look in the direction of where you want to be. Speak in the
direction of where you want to be. And never again look back over your
shoulder about where you have come from."

 That jumped out at me and a soft loving voice in my head told me, "This is about YOU."

 So what am I happy about right now in my life?

 I am happy I am healthy.
I am happy I am still young.
I am happy living in a nice place inexpensively.
I am happy doing my podcasts.
I am happy doing my voice work.
I am happy making videos.
I am happy writing everyday.
I am happy that great ideas come to me.
I am happy with the many growing talents I possess.
I am happy knowing even more great things are coming my way.
I am happy my computer has made it this long serving me.
I am happy everyday more and more people discover me through my work, writing or podcast.
I am happy I make new friends from all over the world.
I am happy for the Friends I have.
I am happy for the Family I have.
I am happy you are taking the time to read this.

 If I've ever been mean or sarcastic, it is not you, it's because I didn't feel I deserved love.