Today being what it is, ya know, Valentine's Day, I was dreaming about getting married. I was trying to imagine what it would be like. Would it be romantic? Would it be nerve racking? Would it be fun and happy? Would there be music and dancing? Would people be having a great time? What kinds of food would there be? Would anyone I know be there? Would anyone care to see me? Would it just be her family and friends? Would they even try and like me? Would they feel that I'm stealing her away from them? Would they whisper horrible things about me in her ear? Would they talk behind my back? Would I be all alone at the reception with no one to talk to? Will I be fat? Will my clothes look cheap and ill-fitting? Will people laugh at my wedding ring? Will people think I'm a monster?