I dreamed of an angel last night.

Angel

I was videotaping in a graveyard, there was an inner voice speaking to me about the true nature of destiny, it said, "...surrender to the all enveloping emotion" of what I feel. Then I had a paranormal experience, she hovering by a tree with Spanish moss, pointing at a sign on a tombstone, she said, "I was in touch with your path." 


She explained she was the pure soul, the inner self connected to "the flesh," and that we had succeeded in finding "the One," the other half, and that things are meant to be and that our feelings, the ones we don't even tell each other but know are there, bridge time and something overwhelming happened to us far in the past and will again soon, she said, "You are experiencing an emotional growth and I am by your side observing and helping you pass through and reach to the deeper levels that will be needed to understand what is about to take place for us. Just imagine, we've been searching for each other all these years before we even met in all these past lives!"


She said, "I have loved you since the dawn of mankind" and then floated over and kissed me.


I reached up to touch some of her soft silky hair between my thumb and fingers, but it felt rough and it was suddenly Spanish moss and I was standing alone under that tree.


Last night I had the best dream of my life and you were in it.


The dream seemed so real, there was a heavy importance to it, it was so powerful. It feels good suddenly. I love it when, you know, you feel so free, so liberated, that these feelings just flood every part of you. They just explode inside you and you find yourself shuddering, shaking, quivering because this experience has been so profound. I feel great!


It's almost as if you’re seeing lights and everything is warm and glowing and you feel like a hole inside the deepest part of you has been blown open more fully than ever before and you truly have come into a place that feels entirely satisfying.


You know when you feel this sense of possibility truly open your mind, open your bodily senses, open your thoughts, the feeling is intense... with me, penetrating every part of you, it feels like it’s pounding and pounding and pounding at the lock which keeps you from feeling what you truly need. With me, this insistent pounding, this relentless, irresistible energy, smashes down the barriers. You need this gleaming, golden, oiled key to undo that lock!


Remember back to a time when you made love and it was so good. That's how it feels to me now. Can you see it? Come with me into the past and open up, so I can feel it too. If you were to imagine it right now with me here, tell me it feels so incredible and you want it all the time, "Jerry, I long for it, and ache for it," and feel the world fade away. Telling me about it now feels so great, you know it does! Do it!


Just whisper it, then. What are you imagining right now?


I want to accomplish a few key things in the next 5 years. Been writing some ideas down as to what I want to do. To you, what would you love to happen? Am I a part of your future, your life? I wonder if you know what it’s like, when a feeling is so powerful, that it seems to come right inside you, opening and then filling completely a void inside you that you didn’t realize was now open. 


What 3 things do you want in the next 5 years? 


I've never felt this good before. I want to make you feel good.