Wanted to see what I had, so I got my cameras out, just to get it ready, polish it up, and then pack it in. I have so many projects I need to finish that I'm getting behind on. I was getting depressed at how the work has piled up with no real end in sight.

I was looking at some scenes I've shot that are just staring back at me from the edit bins. Good stuff, too. I want to relax and take time with it, massage it, work it, open it up and see how it moves. I just need a place to do it in! Can't do this in my car in a Walmart parking lot! I need a home!

I need a place to unwind, chill, pour some wine, have my girl over, put a record on the turntable, burn some incense and have her undress for me in the candlelight.

Being that I'm a Gemini born at just the perfect moment to make me the Messiah of Gemini, you could never get bored with me. See, I'm really a twin, and that's what's on my medallion that hangs on a gold chain around my neck. See me as your twin lovers, one that's sweet and loving and one that's a bad boy rogue who likes it rough. I could even double team you, with you being the meat on the rotisserie. Maybe spank you hard for your crimes, then gently rub all your pain away. If I hurt you, I'll make wine of your tears.

I was just outside looking at the big beautiful moon and wondering if it even knew I was here. Someday I want to go there and tell it, "Thank you for all the beautiful nights!" I could watch the moonlight on the curves of your body and sparkle in your eyes.

I think if I had a choice I'd like to be awaken by a kiss. Maybe a kiss on the cheek. I would also like to have my bottom rubbed. Just in case you find me sleeping.