It's funny to me to have been making a living for so long using just my voice, you know, in commercials, movie trailers, phone sex… However, sometimes when I'm with a group of people I find that some don't hear me, maybe they're ignoring me, maybe the volume of my voice is too low or somewhere in a range that is drowned out by the din of conversation. I seem to think they're simply ignoring me or pretending I don't exist or acting as if they didn't hear me.

Fine with that. Subliminally I've infiltrated their weak minds and unbeknownst to them, I've implanted my codes and demands and unlocked the vault to their most secure dark secrets. The more they try to resist, the easier it is for me to have my way with them. I have found that I can issue commands on a subconscious level, compelling obedience in others that they cannot resist, whether they are consciously aware of the attempt or not. This control can be as subtle as influencing thoughts and motivations, or as strong as forcing physical actions in my subject.

I would like to be able to use my voice like those in the book, "Dune" who were able to kill or crumble solid rock with the power of their voice. Just like Paul Atreides says, "My own name is a killing word."

Maybe I could use the healing qualities of my voice to miraculously cure whatever ills people and I myself might have. That would be great! I have a new rash outbreak cropping up across my body and if I could redirect this power to eradicate this painful eruption that's migrating over me, I'd be happy as all get out.

I have a reoccurring dream where I'm able to move small objects across the kitchen table with the power of my mind to the delight of others and myself. I wake up thinking my powers are real for about 20 min. or so, but realize from my sore throat that the power emanating from my mouth was a result of a thunderous night of snoring.

A few radio stations recently have inquired about signing me up as their voice. Radio seems dead, but this might be an indication that it's coming back, or trying anyway.

Started watching the film, "Orson and Me" and the guy playing Orson Welles has him down. I wish I could figure out a way to use my talents to make lots of money and movies and plays like he did for the time he did.

I'd love to be like, "The Shadow" and have the ability to cloud a girl's mind with the hypnotic use of my voice. I'd take command of her. Compel her to remove all inhibitions with me. Some girls are not at all shy about saying I have a sexy voice. Some say it makes them swoon and get weak in the knees. Some even quiver just from my whisper close to their ear. It's a power I love having mastered! I have even used it for evil purposes. I can whisper to her all the thoughts I wish her to have, such as, "Whenever I think of Jerry Lentz I become tingly and feel a powerful need to remove all my garments and pose for him in sexually suggestive ways and act out all my most intimate fantasies with him. Only Jerry can quench this thirsty lust I feel welling up inside me. When I think of Jerry Lentz, I picture myself with him and I see that I am throwing myself at him with complete and utter romantic abandon ready to express to him what makes me the sexual animal I truly am deep down inside me. I now let that erotic creature out for him to experience. For he is why I am here on Earth and I willingly give him my body and soul."

Yes, that and cool stuff just like that!