The Thermostat is down to 59 Degrees, but it's still like a 120 Degrees in my moistened panties!
Can't stand it! I'm delicate. Sensitive. Meltable.
Some exciting plans are in the works for next month! Wish I could tell you, but things are not yet solidified and I'm afraid the heat will melt them like butter in my ass if I do share them.
Woke up 3am on the dot. Wide awake. Soaking wet. Throat dry. All the moisture in my body was on the surface it seemed. Tried to pee and only salt poured out. Ideas began boiling to the top of my noggin! Brilliant. Powerful. Awe inspiring thoughts! I wasn't just standing over the toilet, I was standing in a field of all possibilities. Looked at myself in the mirror over the sink illuminated by the glow of my Little Mermaid Nightlight and I seemed more attractive than I've ever been. I felt happy with myself. I accepted myself. Flaws that always burdened me in the past now faded into qualities that brought me joy. The rare smile appeared and it widened and opened to show teeth, it also opened my heart and a real sense of love gushed out spilling over my body in chills. The adult me recognized the child I was and still am and we accepted each other in a very profound way. I waved across the years and nodded knowingly to myself. Two portals in a time machine merged momentarily in an embrace. Why was this happening to me? Why does it seem nothing can stop me when it's 3am? Why can't I get this during daylight? Why am I so dizzy? Am I dehydrated? Did I administer too large a dosage of painkillers before sleeping? Was it poor judgment to swallow the pills with Wild Turkey?
Anyway, I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts! Wish you were here to take pictures.
