Yes, I've been exhausted and worn out, barely able to keep my eyes open as I drive, but so many wonderful things have happened. I got to see about 5 shooting stars and I made wishes and I just know they are all gonna come true! The play I'm in is gonna be going to be great! I'm learning new things! I'm meeting new cool people and talking with young friends and old friends.

There is something strange happening inside me! I know it still may be the medication I'm on. I am feeling woozy and lightheaded most of the time. I'm having such cool and powerfully emotional dreams, so I'm processing some very profound things in my noggin'. 

It's kinda scary, too. I may be going insane. You may say, "Going?" It's like I'm on some sorta razor's edge. Yin and yang. Some kinda line between the devil's teeth. I wish you could feel it, even just for a minute so you could tell me what you think. If you could just hold my heart. Your warm palm, my heart like a robin's egg in your hand and you are so gentle with me. Careful. You kiss it. You see the beauty of it. The mystery. The potential. The possibilities. Even the danger. The unknown.

I'm here for you! I made a wish on those shooting stars and the wish was of you! Now let me hold your heart as you do mine.