I want to scream cause I can't move, because there's things I want to do and can't, because there's dreams I have that I can't make real, because I feel I'm sinking, because I'm not what I want to be, because I can't be with you, because they're dead and I'm still alive, because I never met them, because I'm not rich, because they move ahead even though they cheat and steal, because I give and get nothing back, because I'm so tired of fighting, because I'm so tired of trying, because I'm so tired of crying, because when I move I want to sit still and when I sit I want to move on, because when I make money, it gets taken away, because when I take a step forward, I have to take three steps back, because you're not here to show me, because I have already forgotten what she looks like, because so much time has passed and nothing has changed.