...so many people have emailed, telling me I was in their thoughts and prayers about what's going on with my dad and my brothers. I've had people on Facebook, Twitter, Myspace and other social sites, calls, cards, some lil' detectives have even figured out the hospital.

That makes me feel great!

Maybe I won't be alone when I'm old and dying? Maybe people will always have me in their thoughts?

I need to get back to the podcast soon! According to the stats, it's a huge success, so I need to keep that momentum going. I've had wonderful feedback on it! Some great email has come in from complete strangers that have become friends of the show.

Sitting here next to my dad typing this for later posting as usual, I've been thinking of getting some guests on the show and really knocking it out of the park. I'm talking to my dad as I type this up and even though I'm sure he can't hear me, it seems to help me. I talk to myself anyway. When I'm doing the podcast, I'm talking to myself, if you listen, you're just eavesdropping in on the conversation. You fly on the wall, you!

Dad looks strangely better tonight. His skin on his face is clear. He looks healthy, like he's just resting after a day at the beach. He hasn't eaten orally or by IV since Friday, so if that isn't proof that Fasting is good for you I don't know what is.

Make no mistake, he's dying. Nothing can change that. He was suppose to be dead 6 days ago, but he's just hanging in there trying to get all his moneys worth. He likes being the center of attention.

I wish I had an Internet connection here at the hospital, I was thinking of trying to find an online station that played music from when he was a teen or in his Twenties, or maybe something from WWII and play it while I sit next to him. I don't even know if he liked music, but I know he liked going dancing. I remember him once saying he loved Dinah Shore's voice when she sang. I just thought something from when he was younger would be good for him to go out on.

I'm going through the iTunes library of songs I have here and I don't see any Dinah Shore, but I wonder if he'll like the music of Radiohead?